A-Prayer-To-God

I asked God to take away my habit.
God said, No.
It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up........

I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No.
His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary........

I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No.
Patience is a byproduct of tribulations;it isn't granted, it is learned......

I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No.
I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.......

I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No.
Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me.......

I asked God to make my spirit grow.
God said, No.
You must grow on your own!, but I will prune you to make you fruitful......

I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No.
I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things........

I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me.
God said.........
Ahhhh, finally you have the idea.....

May God Bless You,

"To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be the world"

"Even the word 'IMPOSSIBLE' says 'I M POSSIBLE' "

How To Recover Your Orkut Account

Now its interesting to know that they(Google) saying something about the Deletion procedure of an Orkut account.

http://help.orkut.com/bin/answer.py?hl=en&answer=11600

But no need to wOrry :)

If you are also Lucky like me then you can retain your profile even you accidentally deleted your profile .

On 28th Jan 2008 Night i deleted my Orkut Account using settings page link which redirect me to Google Accounts Page.
On that page i enter my password for the validation of authentic user.
Then a Message displayed that my account is deleted within 24hours.

Story Begins here.....

Within few minutes i logged my Orkut account and realizing that All of my friends including my relatives, engineering friends and School Classmates lost which i find there after searching a lot of profiles!!!!
(Now this is the COST you must pay if you have only one Social Profile)

I feel frustrated and browsing my scrapbook from my First Scrap to the recent one.
It reminded me about the happiness i got when i find my Best Friends on Orkut.
I cant express those in words even NoOne Can express that in words!!!!

The scraps By Unknown Girls
-> May i know u(Ohhhh really...why they forgot that its a Public Place)
And
-> Who r u?????????? (multiples '?' shows the intensity they have to know about 'U')

It gives a Smile to you that what you have done in past.

My Photoalbum where i put all the babies photos (But None of ME)...they are the youngest generation of our family and its nice to start browsing after seeing those because Childrens are the form of GOD.

So i am going senti and then i logged my GMail account to search a conformation mail from Orkut that my Orkut account is going to invalid.

But Alas .....None is there

Why they have not another conformation mail as a Secondary Step to confirm the Victim that he/she is going to lost their Social Circle on Web?

(This all is going on 28th January Night)
Since now the intensity is so high to revert my decision to get my Orkut account back so i moved to GoggleGroups.

There i find OrkutHelp group.
I posted my query and they are posting the same link i posted at the top.

Actually its an automatic process and no one monitoring this event.

After browsing there i got a clue that if u logged IN/ logged OUT within 24hours of committing
the deletion process then there may be a chance (this is very very rare) that your account retains.

this is like Doobte Ko Tinke Ka Sahara.

So i am trying that on the same night and the following morning.

On 29th January night i feel a little bit confused that when i logged my Orkut account i got a Http 404:PageNotFound error which shows that WebPage is no more exists but it appears sometimes and sometimes not.

So it seems that deleting procedure is going on but due to Server's Speed it slows down that.

I performed a lot of activity on that day....adding new vedios, scrapping to my friends and browsing my communities.

In this manner i performed a high end activity and even on 30th my account is valid.

So there is a relation between the logged activity and the Deletion Of your account.

If you logged your Orkut account in the next few hours and done a lot of activities then those are stored in there Log files and it reduces the chances of invalidating your Orkut account.

Its a Loophole in Orkut Deletion Procedure.

In code form i can say that

if((LogIn && LogOut) >>>1)
{
AccountSurvived;
}
else
{
AccountDeleted;
}

Note: LogIn/LogOut activity should be performed in next 24 hours of commiting deletion.

A Middle Class Girl

As 2009 begins a Shocking event of my life happened.
On 26th January night, A newly married girl is murdered in Dwarika, Delhi.
Murderer is Her husband and the guts of that Crook is that he accepts that without any sorrow.
On 12th Dec 2008 they married.
The Girls family eagerly waiting for their elderly daughter's marriage event almost a year before. Almost All relatives are invited because the First Marriage in one's family retain a special place. Parents can do anything to make that event successful afterall they just want to make their children happy and prosperous.
Even a middle class family can do anything to make that a biggest Event ...
The Happiest Moment of their loved one's.
But All that is vanished just a person's psycho ... just after 45 days of her marriage SHE is no more.
But why SHE even SHE had all the qualities of a Traditional Indian Women... SHE perfectly played the role of an Obedient daughter, helping Sister and the other social roles.
SHE got the reward of all those in the form of HER's Murder.
GOD BLESS HER
Why GOD gifted the man to take other's Life???

मैं और मेरा मेरठ

Meerut - my hometown

where i spent my 1/4 th of Life
From chilhood to bcom an engg gradute
Main apni cycle pe is sahar
ki doorie napta tha...
i started cycling whn i m in
3rd std n till my engg degree
i used tht cycle...
meri cycle bahut purane model
ki thi bt evn thn due to propr
maintenance main use bahut tej
bhga pata tha...
mera school saket me tha n mera
ghar wahan se kareeb 12-14km door....
main aur meri sister apni apni
cycle se daily school jaate the.
School pahunchte hi saari thkaan
door ho jati thi.
road pe sabse aage rehne ki chahat
jise pura karne k liye kisi bhi
tarah ka risk le leta tha....
jab sabhi aage nikal rahe hain
to hum kyun peeche rhen...??
cycle tej chlate -chlate aksar
chain nikal jati thi tab bahut
gussa aata tha...kyunki tab sab aage nikal jayenge....

main jab InterCollege main gya tab lga ki sahar ka sabse bda college hai...n really wo sahar ka sabse bda aur purana college tha....angrajo k jamane ka...lal pathar us government coll ki pehchaan hain...itne area me aajkal engg college ban jate hain!!!! main wahan 9th n 10th hi kar ska n 11th n 12th k liye maine ek doosre
InterCollege me admission liya....
jo ki meerut ka bahut hi famous Boys
Inter Colege hai...
Its SanatanDharmaInterCollege wahan
hum SarvaDharmaSambhav ki prayer kiya
karte the.....abhi bhi main un guno
ko poori tarah se nahi apne ska jo
maine wahan seekhe the ....
yahan hmare ek guruji the jinke baal poori tarah se budhape ka sanket dete the lekin unki energy kisi yuvak se kam nahi...
wo hmare discipline teacher the... chote se bde tak sabhi unki respect kiya karte the.

Hmare meerut ka main spot Begumpul...
sabse bsy crossing....jahan sahar ka sabse mehenga bazaar hai...Abulane aur sahar ka
sabse sasta bhi-Lalkurti panth...
Abulane me original brands hi milte hain to lalkurti me unke duplicate..sirf chand kadmo ke faasle pe!!!

yahin sahar ka sabse purana aur famous mandir bhi hai ...KaliPaltan ka mandir jahan mangalPande ne apne sathiyo k sath saran li thi...Shivratri pe yahan ki sjawat dekhne layak hoti hai....Shivbhakt jal chdhane k liye subah se katar lga lete hain ... ye katarain raat
hote hote hi choti ho pati hain BegumPul
k pass hi MeerutCantt hai....
sahar ka sabse saaf area....

yahan pe ek Pakistani tank bhi hai jo
ab bacho k khelne ka khilona bhar hai....
bachhe uspe sawari karte hain 1971 ki
war me hmari sena ne us tank ko jeeta
tha ...

yahan ka Nauchandi Mela bachon
ko saalBhar intezaar karata hai.... poore ek mahine chalne wala ye mela March me Holi ke baad start hota hai.... yahan saare UP se log aate hain aur apne hunar se mele ki ronak bdhate hain...
HastShilp ,Kadhaii ki vastuyen yahan bahut aasani se aur bahut hi kifayati damo pe mil jati hain....yahan ka Haluwa - Paratha aur Nankhtayi sabhi ki favourite hain... yahan mushayre ka mahol raat bhar chalta hai... is mele se bahut se ghron ki roji roti chalti hai... Ye mele sahi maayne me hmare Bharat ki sanskrit ki pehachaan hain!!

ख़ुद को भूल जाने का मन करता है

आज शुन्य का एहसास हो रहा है ....एक मंजिल पा लेने के बाद फिर दूसरी मंजिल की तरफ़ मन भागता है ...चाहतें कभी पूरी नही होतीं ... हमेशा पहले से बेहतर पाने की चाहत !!!!
इसी दौर मे ज़िंदगी खत्म हो जाती है ....एक औसत ज़िंदगी ....जिसमे सिर्फ़ अपनी ख्वाहिशों को पुरा करूँगा मैं ...

नॉएडा

आज इस शहर मे तीन महीने हो चुके हैं और फिर भी लगता है की मैं अभी भी नया हूँ ...
मेरी ज़िंदगी ने एक नया मोड़ लीया यहाँ आकर ... ये छोटा सा शहर मेरे जैसे बेरोजगारों को एक नई रह दिखाता... मेरे बहुत से दोस्तों को इसने सहारा दिया...यहाँ फैली हुयी कंपनियां हम जैसो की रोजी रोटी का सहारा हैं ....अब मजदूर की परिभाषा बदल गई है .....
हम जैसे तकनीकी शिक्षा प्राप्त युवक ख़ुद को मजदूर कहलाना पसंद नही करते लेकिन हममे और एक बोझा उठाने वाले मजदूर मे बहुत फरक नही है ....
वो किसी मालिक के लिए काम करता है और हम अपने क्लाइंट के लिए
वो भी घंटे के हिसाब से पैसे पाता है और हमे भी घंटे के हिसाब से पैसे मिलते हैं
वो भी अपने परिवार का पेट पालता है और हम भी अपने परिवार को पैसे भेजते हैं

फरक केवल ज़िंदगी बिताने मे है ....हम ऊँची इमारतों मे बैठते हैं ....धुप से बहुत दूर हमारे केबिन मे केवल एसी ही हवा फेकता है पेडो से ये अधिकार ले लीया है एसी ने ....ब्रांडेड लेबेल्स तो जरूरत हैं इनके बिना हम प्रोफेशनल नही लगते....
हमारी शुरुवात होती है सुबह अलार्म के बोलने से फिर एक के बाद एक रोज की दिनचर्या ...हम दोहराते हैं जैसे इतिहास ख़ुद को दोहराता है फिर पल्सर पे सवार होके हम अपने ठिकाने के लिए निकल पड़ते हैं ....रास्ते मे खुला आसमान हमारी छत्री बन जाता है जिसके पहलु तले हवाई जहाज अत्खेलियाँ करते हैं ....
शाम तक हम कुछ जाने पहचाने लोगो के बीच रहते हैं .....हमारी अंगुलियाँ कीबोर्ड पे दौड़ती रहती हैं ...निगाहें मोनिटर पे गारी होती हैं और हम एक विर्चुअल जीवन जीते हैं ....शाम होते होते शरीर ढीला होने लगता है और हम ख़ुद को समेटने की कोशिस करते हैं .......

feeling of independence

As now i become a complete man in terms of financial aid so i cant express my emotions in words. Its almost a highly awaited event for which i am waiting after completing my B. Tech last year.

1st of Feb 2008 - an unforgattable day for me

- My First Day in My Office

- Get My Own Cabin (Not So Big But Size Is Enough For ME)

My happiest moment of life when my SalaryCheque cleared and my account shows the money for which i spent a month.

I am free to do whatever i want but in a limited manner as sometimes i become aggresive and flow with emotions as they always touched me a lot and change my LIFE.....!!!!!

Now i can buy a Pepe or Lee or Woodland on my own money without suffering about there prices as i belong to a MiddleClass family and abhi tak they are not for me.

I also feel proud that i become a SoftwareDeveloper for what my father always inspired.

Since i get my First Target so now i chased my second target which belongs to either IAS or MBA ....

Definitely GOD help me to fullfil my dream AS ALWAYS